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I've got a date.

:)

Karee and I are going to see Across the Universe tonight, it's a movie about the Beatles.
I'm so exited. We're going to The Esquire.
Mabe coffee at Sitwells later?
Saw an el camino on my way home today.
Love when that happens.

Last night was interesting.
Snow cone monday got broken up by the this racist cop.
"Where do you guys all live?"
"Eastgate"
"Why are you down here, with all the drug dealers and Hispanics?!"
...followed by everyone starring at Andrew in complete silence.
Then I couldn't help it I burst out laughing.

I couldn't get over what an asshole he was.

P.S. I like how lee got his licence taken away b/c it was bent, but ryan got to keep his 4 foot sword!

Tonight I went to see Eisley
I got to meet them all!
&
Get their autographs on a shirt & toate I bought.
They were really nice. I told them I was really hopeing they'd play Trolly Wood, one of my favorites. Thier set was short, due to the fact that they were opening for mute math and not headlining.
But I had a great time with Karee.
The girl knows a lot of people, she bumped into like 5 people she knew while we were there.

Haha but tonight was really good.
Now I'm heading to bed.
:D

Everyone at work kept asking me why I was so happy today. I didn't even realize that apparently I was acting happier than usual. Later on I was a little aggravated with the fact that we honestly did not need 2 girls on regester the entire afternoon. Which left me running around like a chicken with my head cut off on the sales floor...anyways. Baby sitting Jackson was ok. $20 to put up with that kid and be bossed around for 2 hours or so isn't that bad of a gig. Stayed for a while talked to my aunt bev and caught up on life. She can relate to me in a lot of ways right now. Julian and I went to see We Own The Night at Newport. Such a good movie. Ending was kinda abrupt but I liked it a lot. Drive home was amazing. Love driving on the highway, at night, alone with the windows down and the music up. Best feeling ever.

Depending on when I get up, I might head to the flea market with my aunt bev tomorrow morning. Going to see a movie with nick :D
Then going to see Eisley & Mute Math @ Bogarts with Karee!

*This has been a really really good weekend so far*

*knock on wood

wake up
driving
laughing with doug
male model
driving
need gas
a haunting
sleep
driving
work
phone call from dustin
pretty coat
I'm broke
home
computer
adam green sing-a-longs
...what next?

Today was a good day. Zoo was a lot fun. We got lost on the way. I was the navagator (passanger seat) Courtney drove, if I'd known that she'd never driven on the inter-state or in cincinnati, I would have volunteered to drive haha. But we made it eventually. Doug complained about being cold the whole time. I love the apes & these little kitty's. And the monkeys that were talking to me!

Dustin & I bought pumpkins and we went back to my house to carve them. We got really good ones too. He had never carved a pumpkin before! They turned out really cute. We put candles in them, it was good clean fun. I made mine into a witch. I named it Cyndi

hahahahah....

Getting my $100 check from the school tomorrow.
It's about time.
Going to the zoo tomorrow to draw animals all day. Awesome. Had a lot of laughs today at school
(cyndi didn't come in all day!)
P.S. This weather we are having makes me happy to be alive.

Tonight was low key. After I got home from work I caught up on some shows I DVR'D. Then got ready and went to jamies apartment. Watched Garden State which she had never seen. Talked and just played catch up really. Her apartment is really nice. It took me like 30 minutes to find it. Batavia Meadows practally has a card board sign at the entrance!

But tonight was good, watched good movies, ate ice cream and gossiped. Oh and tyler was there too and added his two cents when he wasn't on the lap top or playing video games.
Goodnight.

Regina Spektor was amazing last night!

She opened with On the Radio, followed by Sailor Song, hotel song with Only son who beat boxed while she sang! Completely amazing. (Only Son: Adam Green meets The Shins meets Novi Split) He's such a funny guy. So entertaining!
She played Samson, Us, Better & Poor little rich boy on a chair with a stick and other lots of her older stuff.
This lady passed dustin and I in the crowd and she handed him this card to come to a runway show audition. How wonderful? Haha then these drunk girls in front of us kept saying my singing sounded just like Regina...
I told them thank you but, For the love of God girl, you can barley stand woman, let alone determine how my singing really sounds.

I didn't feel well towards the end...ok let's rephrase that. I got sick. I ended throwing up in bogarts at the end of the show. Attractive I know. I haven't been eating lately and I think the heat and my hypoglycemia didn't mix well, because I had no idea I was going to get sick, otherwise I would have left much earlier. Plus I had no food in my system to make me sick. Feeling 100% today though.

Despite the dramatic ending to the night I had a very good time. I'm so happy I got to see her.
She's wonderful.

It would have made it that much better if you could have been there with me though.

Feast of Love:
An amazing life changing MUST SEE!
I haven't cried that hard in so long.
It felt good.
I had a lot of fun tonight, earlier today I was upset and stuff and just wanted the day to be over.
But hanging out with a good friend made things perk up. Haha Dustin & I were the only people in the theater, and that's never happend to me b/f so it was great. The movie made me so happy and happy from being sad, if that makes sense?

Meeting my Aunt Bev tomorrow morning going to Kellogg Ave flea market @ 9:30 & breakfast.
Should be awesome.

Goodnight <3

Saw an el camino on the way home from physical therapy.

Yeah!

Had a good day at school.
I'm pumped that we're working on drawling faces//people this week. Doug cracks me up, Cyndi was being crazy as usual today. One of my teachers Tom Greene, fell asleep in the middle of Cyndi's rant in the lecture room...
Hahaha oh my god it was so funny.

"This isn't an art school, it's a nursing home!"

Epilogue: Later on that day Tom snuck downstairs to take a nap in the student lounge, and is probably there still...

Went to church this morning
It was really hot inside, plus saw my dad on the way in...YIKES! Had some pumpkin pie my favorite!

Went to Blockbuster and Bought these today:

( 9:16pm I just got done watching the number 23...amazing! It blew my mind. The ending is awesome.)

At school we went to The Village of GlennDale and drew houses all day. It's this historical little town, so it was pretty cool. What an adventure it was finding the place though haha. Being outside was so wondferful to do free hand plus being outsie. Doug nad courtney and I really get along.
I have a lot in common with both of them.
Doug said he's going to a show I'm going to next month, so we're probably going together.
I'm exited.

I want him and dustin to meet, they'd get along really well too. I wanna meet Dougs girlfriend, she seems fun.

But yeah today was perfect and I got out of school at 12:00. Picked up my year book, stopped to say hi to Mr. Curless & picked up my paycheck.

No plans tonight as of now, but I'll make some.

Today was awesome!
Dustin and I had lunch at sonic, food was terrible.
But we stayed for like 2 hrs, then rented Art School Confidential and watched it at my house.
Showed him basically all of my art.

I'm really glad I did this.
I'm really glad he sent me that message.
He's changed, and I like it. I can feel he's more mature and ready to take on the world like me haha.
It's really funny how we clicked and fell right back into place where we left off.
:D

Going to see a movie with him next week probably.
I can't wait to see FEAST OF LOVE!

Then dashed over to say hi to andrew at garden ridge and aaron was there too. We had fun looking at pillows and paintings haha.

Yeah today (after school) get's two big thumbs up.
Now I have to rush to get this house done AHH!!!

I'm completley wiped out, I worked on perspective drawings today. Did I metion I hate them? I'm starting to like Frenchy a lot more. He gives me honest, straight forward, REAL answers when I ask for them unlike Cyndi.

Tomorrow I go from 8-4 w/ a 3 hr long art history class UGHHH!!! Then I work 6-close. I work 6-close Wednesday and Saturday.

Snow Cone Monday tonight, I'm only staying for like an hour. That's all I can handle sadly. I'm going to take a nap :(

I'm exausted.
Worked 25 hours in 3 days.

I'm just toast.
Complete and utter toast.

My car's in the shop as of this morning.
The EGR Valve needs to be replaced and cleaned.
$450

Lord have mercy!

Someone I used to be friends with sent me a message, they said they missed me and wanted to be friends again.

...and I honestly am totally shocked and I'm clueless on what to do.